Confessions of a Bad Speller

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August 2010

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In the not too disdant future...

Remember those old school b-movie sci-fi flicks? God I miss those, and not entirely in an ironic way.

See, those movies have a certain magic about them, something that we can never recapture. Even if they were horrendously awful, the still have that certain spark that makes them…dare I say…charming.

Take a few of my favorites for example, Night of the Blood Beast, Monster A Go-Go, the Brain that Wouldn’t Die. These movies are a reflection of the times, or rather, the ideals of the time. Written by people who could only imagine what the new technologies and knowledge that suddenly surrounded their time would mean for the future.

Sure these movies were wildly inaccurate, but that’s half the fun. Frankly, I would much rather live a world where the endless possibilities were on the horizon, as opposed to a world now ruled by crushing realism. Where concepts like going to Mars or time travel are either argued over too much to go anywhere, or proven to be downright impossible.

We live in a time where science fiction has become merged with fantasy, why? Because many of the ideas in science fiction are indeed fantasy. Faster then light travel, for example used to be on the realm of possibility and therefore exciting and opening up countless possible futures. Now? Well, when it’s been pretty much proven that in order to get even close to light means converting oneself to pure energy…all those possibilities are gone and it’s not fun to think about anymore, knowing it could never happen.

These old movies don’t need to worry about such things, in fact, they embrace the concept of possibilities fully and push it to its furthest extent despite, or perhaps because of their complete lack of understanding.

Now-a-days we know that radiation cannot possibly turn an astronaut into a roaming, Goliath-like monster zombie like in Monster-A-Go-Go, just as we know a teenager bitten by a radioactive spider doesn’t give him super powers and would instead most likely give him mild radiation sickness…if not kill him. Still, it was this complete unknown that gave us many of our greatest forms of entertainment. Without it some great works of fiction perhaps would never have been created.

What’s even more ironic is that some of these pieces of fiction have actually worked to inspire today’s technology and knowledge such as the work of Jules Verne. Ok, so no one will ever be inspired to create the technology to make “Jan-in-the-Pan” feasible, but the core concept of imagination and hope in the face of the unknown is still there.

Perhaps what I’m saying is this. In a time where so few things are left unknown, perhaps the greatest and most inspired writers are those who chose to ignore the facts. Maybe what we need is another Roger Corman, perhaps not for his skills as a producer (that’s clearly not the case) but instead to help bring back that magic that came with a time where all we had was hope. Something we have so little of these days.

Aug 31, 2010
#movies #randomness #the opinions of brando
Into teh Darkness

My recent piece on DA (Munch’s Madonna 2010…it’s a few posts back and I’m too lazy to post), has got me itching to do some darker themed work with this new style. Something about the creepy vibe from this piece is really pleasing me. I’ve always loved the odd, abnormal style mixed with a deeply disturbing outlook…or in the case of comics, story.

The problem is…I’ve always done humor and romance…not really experienced at all in the odd or creepy. I had this one project way back when…but that’s too much of a convoluted mess to revisit.

It’s odd, cause I know what I want to shoot for…Jhonen Vasquez, Tim Burton, the guy who does Lenore who’s name keeps popping up and then escapes me again before my fingers have the time to type it…but I’m not sure where to begin. I’m always afraid of picking a theme that’s become cliche or worse…become ingrained in the “Hot Topic” culture…which I know is contradiction considering my inspiration sources.

BTW, just to be clear…I’m not necessarily looking to do some kind of new comic or cartoon, I’m just using these people’s combination of cartoon visuals with disturbing themes and presentations as an example…

I dunno…all I can do is do some trial runs. See how it goes. Maybe I’ll get lucky and hit a pocket of genius along the way.

ROMAN DIRGE!!!!! That’s the guys name!

Aug 30, 2010
#art


Ibis’s New Book by ~AngelzRfalling on deviantART

Aug 29, 2010
#art

Why are ANIMAL CRACKERS so delicious? Seriously…

Aug 29, 2010


Munch’s Madonna 2010 by ~AngelzRfalling on deviantART

Aug 27, 2010
#art
How do you feel about communism?

It’s a double edged sword, it’s brought us so many great things…RED DAWN, ROCKY IV, THE HUNT FOR RED OCTOBER…but then again, it’s also given us KINGDOM OF THE CRYSTAL SKULLS…you see the dilemma.

If you absolutely MUST know…

Aug 27, 2010
#formspring.me
The newest thing to have "destroid rock."

So apparently Stevie Nicks hates the internet, quoted as saying…

“The Internet has destroyed rock. Kids have no social graces anymore. Yeah, I’m financially stable. But what about those kids out there trying to make it in this business?”

Ok…first of all Stevie, what’s your point exactly? How has the internet destroyed rock and what does that have to do with social graces?

Glad to know you’re “financially stable” btw…

Secondly, you DO realize that places like MYSPACE and CDDADDY are one of the best places for an young band these days? That their music can be spread across the world in a matter of seconds for any music exec to hear?

Here’s my theory…you’re just a bit pissy that despite the fact that the internet has the ability to spread music from every country and every time period to nearly everyone in the world…you STILL are unable to be socially, or musically, relevent.

Aug 26, 2010
Tough Decishun

I’ve been thinking about this for some time now, it’s a decision that isn’t exactly something I enjoyed having to make, but since I started three years ago my life has changed drastically…obviously.

Back in college I had pretty much all the free time I wanted outside of classes. Even back when I was living in the apartment, or fresh out of college I had a decent amount of time to work with. But I see now that’s only because I wasn’t nearly as self sufficient as I should have been.

Now, is not the case. I have responsibilities at work. I have responsibilities at home. Instead of eating out of a box or mooching off of roommates, I only have myself to count on. Not only that, but I have others that count on me as well. Time to sell the house is approaching, which means there’s a lot of work to get done to fix it up.

But more importantly, there’s something missing that was there from the very beginning…something that needs to be in something to make it great. That’s passion.

Back when I first started, I meant AZA only to be a way to draw in commission business, but almost instantly I became enamored with the characters, the routine, and the process. It felt amazing to be drawing again after college, I had routine, which I desperately crave.

Sadly, now none of these exist. I find myself approaching each comic with apprehension, as if it’s a chore. Often I find myself excuses not to draw or write, and end up rushing at the very last minute…resulting in a less then stellar final product.

I’ve noticed this happening for a long time, and decided to keep pushing for the sake of reasons that are flimsy at best. I now realize that this isn’t fair…not to me, not to you, and not to the comic. If I’m not giving my all into something, it’s not worth doing.

After some thought I’ve come to a decision…

AZA is no longer on regular updates. This does NOT mean it’s canceled, it just means that instead of killing myself to get half-assed updates online I’ll take the time I need and update it whenever things get done.

Honestly, I wasn’t sure I was making the right decision. But the moment I made the commitment to it, it felt like a giant weight was lifted from my shoulders.

I hope you all stick around with me on this. Site updates will continue to upload on the Facebook Fanpage and twitter as well as this blog. I will also be uploading to my Deviant Art Page.

I can’t tell you how much your support has meant to me over the years. I just hope to continue in seeing you with each update.

Thanks again for three great years, and here’s hoping for at least one more.

Aug 24, 2010
#comics


Late for my Ice Dancing Lesson by ~AngelzRfalling on deviantART

Aug 23, 2010
#art #mst3k
Music Whor

That’s right folks, I’m back from Maine…again…and as with my Camping Trip…I feel like death…again. Why this time do you ask? Well, aside from an entire weekend of late nights, 95 was a frigging parking lot nearly the entire stretch from RI to ME…BOTH WAYS!!!!!

Oi…

But, on the bright side it was a pretty great weekend. I got to see my boys Shane and Stew, I got do see my girls Jamie, and Amie, and I managed to find the last two ANIMATED TRU exclusives no problem! (Rodimus Minor and Ironhide.)

If getting to see all the people I love and miss wasn’t enough, I came back with an ass-ton of new music Shane was so kind to burn for me. YAYS! What music do you ask? Ohhh boy, what DIDN’T I get?

1. Way of the Fist- FFDP
2. War is the Answer- FFDP
3. aMotion- A Perfect Circle
4. And Justice For All- Metallica (my copy is only playable halfway through)
5. Believe- Disturbed
6. The Black Album- Metallica (the only Metallica album anyone really needs)
7. Indestructable- Distrubed
8. Cannibal- Static X (Surprisingly good despite how godawful Shadow Zone was)
9. Resenrot- Rammstein
10. Reis, Reis- Rammstein
11. No More Tears- Ozzy Osbourne

Awwwwwww yeah!!!

I also got to nerd it up with Shane for a decent amount of time too. Discussing things of great importance such as reasons why 4th edition isn’t nearly as bad as people say it is.  Seriously, after sitting down and looking through the books for a couple hours, it makes a LOT of sense to me. They simplified nearly everything that was a convoluted mess in 3.5, added many things to allow you to do all the things you do anyways for the sake of flavor, and gave you an ASS TON of new cool classes, prestige classes, and races to choose from. I can’t freaking wait to give it a try…that is if my friends would give it a solid chance :/ Admittedly, we’re all guilty of being Modern d20/3.5 purists. We tried a few other systems once…but it didn’t end well, so we tend to stick with what we know.

Oh well, guess I’ll just have to find a way to convince them…now if you’ll excuse me…I has bills to catch up on.

Aug 23, 2010
#D&D #friends #music #neeeeeeeeeeeeerd! #things of questionable legality #transformers #toys
Ported from my DeviantArt Akkount

My love affair with this new cartoon style continues, and is growing quite exponentially. What’s scary about it is that even though I’ve had little interest in it from anyone other than myself, there was a point today where I was seriously considering ending AZA so I could do this full time…well, you know, full-time as in free time. I ain’t getting paid to draw…YET! BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!

*ahem* Anyways.

Was thinking about ideas of what to do next today at work and got a flood of new ideas. Well, a flood for me, I get artist’s block fairly easily, so anything outside of one idea at a time is outstanding planning on my part.

Not that you asked for it, but here’s “TEH LIST OF TOONS…and other upcoming deviations.” In no particular order.

1. More AZA Archives
2. “I’m Late for my Ice Dancing Lesson”
3. “Baby Shrimps”
4. “Auto-Tooned”

Aug 20, 2010
The 13 Colonies Video — History.com → history.com

Kinda missing a BIG detail in the beginning there HISTORY Channel…like, who exactly started the FRENCH AND INDIAN war?

The colonies did…by expanding into territories they weren’t supposed to.

Funny how one little detail changes the entire perspective of things huh? lol

Aug 19, 2010
AZA 320- STILL a Coward → antizombiearmy.comicgenesis.com

Oh the DRAMA!!! It almost hurts it’s so thick!!

I can make you two promises…

1. The next storyline will be a little more light-hearted
2. No matter how much drama, no one will have a miscarriage. (If you don’t get that joke, google one Tim Buckley.)

Aug 19, 2010
#comics #haters gonna hate #tim buckly-isms


Dr. Pepper in the Brain Pan by ~AngelzRfalling on deviantART

Aug 18, 2010
#art #MST3K
Aug 17, 2010
#star wars #neeeeeeeeeeeeerd!
Aug 17, 201010 notes
Random thots...

So only a few more days to the wedding and it feels like I got a million things to do before I drive up. Realistically they’re mostly elective things such as comic stuff and commishes but I’d still like to get them done.

Then there’s the lawn. God I hate mowing that lawn. It doesn’t helo that it’s humid as hell outside. Ugh…

Speaking of which, I really need to re-season my cast iron skillet. But cranking my oven to 500 degrees for an hour in this weather doesn’t spell fun to me. Especially when I have friends coming over.

I’m doing some serious thinking towards going to singles nights and other things of a sociable nature. I rwally don’t do as much dating as I should at my age. For godssake I’m 25 and really only had one relationship that lasted more then a month…and really it was the only one that really needed to end there…but let’s not get into that again.

Kinda tired…starting to ramble…

Blargh…

Aug 17, 20101 note
#Random Weddings Cooking Friends
AZA 319- Coward → antizombiearmy.comicgenesis.com
Aug 17, 2010
#comics


Not So Cool Air by ~AngelzRfalling on deviantART

Aug 16, 2010
#art #h.p. lovecraft
Frankly, I trust Sly's decicions enough to be ok with this... → nbcconnecticut.com
Aug 16, 2010
#movies #the expendables
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